Sleepy Eyes
Thursday, July 26th, 2007LOVE LOVE LOVE the photo on the main pages today, a sweet reminder of what I need to do for my husband more often! Recalling surprising him and sucking his cock in the truck a few days ago. Where shall I suck it today??? Fantasizing of what I would like to do to a guy friend of ours - imagining it would be in the kitchen, me squatting down looking up at him, wearing white thigh highs, panties and sheer top. Sucking him off for sure!
Awoke earlier than anticpiated (6 am) and reminisced in the sensual dream I experienced. Key points…french kissing Mary Jane, flirting with her boyfriend after seeing his nice penis. Enjoying Mary Jane’s excitement to see us flirt. Feeling confident & comfortable connecting with another girlfriend’s husband who was being flirted with a girl I remember from high school. Sexual party of some sort with mostly girls demonstrating their special erotica talent. Awaking to desire touching my husband, feeling a strong sense of love toward him, slipping out of bed onto my hands and knees into child’s pose to allow my back time to stretch before taking my first few steps.
Walking through my home with eyes barely open, thankful for each breath as light from outside begins to illuminate. Lighting a single candle to brighten my paper for writing in preparation of teaching my yoga class today, with focus on neck/shoulders, core abs and axial extension/balancing.Â
Recalling a word defined yesterday … wanting to share.
FAITH, a quality of confidence & trust with out external confirmations needed. A deep and intiutive knowing that calms the mind and puts the heart at rest. The ultimate emotional mind medicine with a healing aspect linking to associations (sat sangha) of the divine, teahcer and spiritual community.
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Interested?  A bit more if so … The ancient (yogi) masters visualized the human system as a bird with five essential parts (being an air sign I am personally intrigued): a head, two wings a body and a tail. Each of the 5 dimensions (mayas - that which spreads) considered to be the ‘emboided soul’ of the previous dimension. Foucsuing on the 4th dimension today: Vijnamaya, the intellectual body.  Refererring to our inner and intuitive capacity to understand, including faith or ability to trust, values or sense of right and wrong, communication skills, state of mind and patterns (samskaras) from our past that continue to influence our present attitudes and behavior.Â
Leading into upcoming reflection on pratipaksha (opposite side or part) bhavana (manifestation) — sanskrit terms together generally meaning: opposide side or part; opposite state of mind; contrary part of mental attitude.Â
 …not — sure what today will bring yet pleased to be healthy and alive to give it my everything. ( was just a poet and didn’t even know it). Appreciative of you people out there taking time to read my words, experience my thoughts, ponder in your own thoughts, and experience life moments as they happen.
Gratitude and respect,
Tyler (and her little titties)