Doing Nothing
Monday, January 28th, 2008Wednesday 5 pm
Strong storms moved off-shore and stretch longer than the Eastern shoreline:Â http://www.goes.noaa.gov/ECIR4.html
Weather is incredibly nice as the sun begins to set and the moon is waxing about half full - full moon expected Wednesday the 20th. This is the time to mainfest your desires to transpire on the full moon! I smell someone grilling steak and my stomach reminds me I am hungry!Â
A challenge to do nothing!!! We live in such a always do something society!!! Especially when business is at home like my life! My arms and shoulders are feeling every muscle from horsebackriding, canoe paddling, and a new strong yoga class last night, not to mention the 11 computer hours today!  My mind says do yoga but my body says do nothing and here I am typing again!!!Â
HAPPY EARLY VALENTINE’S DAY TOMORROW!!!
…I might just not turn my computer on all day to give my body and mind a break.   A day on, a day off. Â
My idea Valentine Day surprise would be a Day at the Spa. Manicure, Pedicure, Facial, 90 minute massage/body work and then to the hair dresser for a hair trim and blow dry. I do know my husband won’t be providing me such - so I will consider treating myself to just the massage - the therapist I desire is available Monday, so I will wait and see about scheduling. I can tell when my body needs loving, caring, and intiuitve hands on it.Â
So now shall I prepare to film 2 videos I had in mind to accomplish, or maybe pay past due bills? Hmmmm, I could paint some more of my yoga room, or get in the hot tub. Perhaps I should do nothing….despite so many options!
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Wednesday 3:30pm
Transition …. Stormy night last night and I was awake from 1 -3:30 am to take it all in. The sound of the pouring rain, thunder, lightning…it was AWESOME! 4+ inches of rain since yesterday…I awoke wide awake 7 am and spent the past 8 1/2 hours on the computer multi-tasking….emailing, dubbing videos for clips, adding misc videos to www.VidsFTP.com with focus on getting photos for all New Release video posted, for your pleasure, of course!  Timing is perfect of the rain stopping and the sun shining as I am ready to do some yoga outside and transition to film for Slave Herb in thigh high boots as Mistress Tyler — and then MAYBE Bonded and Wax Dripping.
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Tuesday 9 pm
A creative reminder to SLOW DOWN and SEE what’s around….
 http://www.improveverywhere.com/2008/01/31/frozen-grand-central/
Rainy windy storymy weather — thunder and lightning soothing sounds…
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Monday 7 pm
Feeling quite emotive today.
In the end, though, maybe we must all give up trying to pay back the people in this world who sustain our lives. In the end, maybe it’s wiser to surrender before the miraculous scope of human generosity and to just keep saying thank you, forever and sincerely, for as long as we have voices.
Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert — 108 chapters complete.
I suggest this book to any women who enjoy reading…and am curious if any men out there have read this — wondering what type of man may actually like this book. I thoroughly enjoyed it and didn’t want it to end. Although I now remind myself with each ending, there is a beginning. Stop doing something. Start doing something.Â
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Saturday 9 am
Preparing another package for Homegrown. Last week we sent 2 productions which they accepted:
Real Girl Girl Love - Karinne and Mary Jane getting it on and using the Magic Wand to GET OFF!
Rigged Competition - Tyler, Karinne and Mary Jane have a 3 some with strap-on sex, kissing and more!
Today shipping out for acceptance:
Maui Handjob - Matt and me hiking through a Pineapple filed down to Step Ladder and what we thought might be Jaws surf spots, and returning to that SWEET field to have some sex - mostly handjob with bj, sex and me masturbating with a vibrator.
Pickup Handjob - Karinne and new model Mary Jane giving Matt a HJ on the boat and finishing him off in the house.
The Date - Keeni teaching Tyler RCGA (reverse cow girl anal) in this CORE girl girl double vaginal and anal sex video!
53 messages now in my box and although I am anxious to respond to each and every one as quickly as possible, to feel good staying on top of email/keeping my box empty, I am striving to find that balance I mentioned below as well, working hard 5 days a week and relaxing on the weekend. I put all my energy into each task at hand - giving all of myself to email, videos, teaching yoga, etc. With all that said….today I am going horseback riding on the beach and tomorrow canoeing the river! Leaving tonight and tomorrow night open to paint and rest.
Excitedly nervous about going horseback riding today. Plan to prepare and compensate my body with …yoga, of course! As well, while riding, I will TAKE CARE and BE AWARE of my sensitive low back (L4/L5 degenration). This morning I awoke thinking… perhaps I can ride WITH Mary Jane on her horse, thinking how sexy that would be! 6 horses are traveling with us about an hour north of here to spend the day riding on a beach. 11 am I have to be at Mary Jane’s barn to help prepare and load the horses….RIGHT ON!
I haven’t felt this excited/nervous in quite some time and I must say — it feels GOOD!!!! As good as it did last night in chapter 100 of my 108 chapter book …Eat Pray Love. Fading into sleep after reading the words: “You could teach men how to touch women in a soft way, then maybe their wives would like sex more. Because if a man really touches gently, caresses skin, says lovinvg things, kisses all over the body, takes times…sex can be nice.”Â
Recalling last night as I was fresh wet out of the hot tub, laying inside the house on my back legs up the wall (viparita karani) legs spread open as far as as my hips would allow …. and even despite the awesome shoulder rub Matt gave me in this position, his question phrased: Would it be uncomfortable if I came over and licked you pussy in that position, totally turned me off. He always asks where my manual is–and says I am like a rubiks cube. So true and I find that is the natural sponatneous beauty of a hormonal cycling woman! Although I do wish I could have a penis (only for a few days) to hold it out in front of me, play with it, feel my own body grown in such a masculine way and of course stick it in something, anything, everything!!!
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Friday 7pm
A productive and balanced week…Focusing on Self, husband, sex, website emails, adult website work, adult video work, yoga study, practice & teachings, beach time, party/play time, cardio workouts (kite surfing, swimming, walking), reading EAT PRAY LOVE (almost through Indonesia) and responding to personal emails. Time for a quickie masturbation session with my favorite $9.99 pink vibrating egg - and I am off to teach yoga to a lady with a recently/severely broken left arm — she has a plate, pins and screws in there now! Tonight painting my yoga room…maybe out for a drink. Tomorrow horseback riding on the beach, tomorrow night to see live music and Sunday canoeing on the river. Have a fun weekend people! Thanks for your interest, support and attention.Â
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Wednesday 11pm
Okay, the deep kissing video led me to lay my husband down on our new massage table and rub him from toes to head, turn him over, tickle his head and arms and climb ontop for a 69 and then for a good cowgirl style fucking! We were quick to consider the sturdiness of the massage table and take our love into the bedroom where we both had incredible orgasms. dinner time - bed time. sweet dreams.
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Wednesday 8pm
I am moist in between my legs and woozy in the head …standing at my computer while Matt caresses my lower body, woshiping my ass…something I know Slave Vaughan would like to be doing soon to my BOOTS AND FEET!!
I am all good and nicely worked up from deep french kissing my husband, offering him my tongue as if I were offering my heart. Various positions, kneeling in front of him, laying on him, him laying on me - a bit of breast sucking and arousal — the two of us spooning, me in front - Matt in back as I stretch my tongue back to his mouth and he sucks it in and out, hard and strong. I keep his mouth filled and our lips sealed until I reach climax…lips quivering as I smile and ask him ‘what’s for dinner’ as I often believe food and sex go hand in hand.
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Wednesday 5pm
Showered, shaved (bald), doing a quickie manicure and preparing to dress up to take photos, film 2 deep french kissing scenes with my lovely husband and possibly a Bonded Wax Dripping!!! Hugh, your patience, understanding and enthusiasm has been utmost wonderful! Much gratitude. Vaughan, you ROCK!
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Wednesday 4pm
 Wulf posted Ulterior Motives as Feature video for Members of PFTP!Â
http://www.pftp2.com/registered/feature.html
FetishFTP Feature Video will be posted by the end of the month…..since there are 3 there now to enjoy!
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Email inbox almost empty this morning! On a mission last night to complete and achieved success. Will start filming today while printing out all new scripts to read over and confirm for payment. WOOHOO!
A nice quote shared by *secret model Andi: “Do what you feel in your heart to be right- for You’ll be criticized anyway. You’ll be damned if you do and damned if you don’t.” - Eleanor Roseevelt”
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4pm
ahhhh, hell ya! masturbation session in the cool pool. fucking the water jet with my clit bringing myself to orgasm, going into the hot tub for another and back to the pool for a 3rd before laying out naked to take a mid afternoon rest — transitioning from computer work to film work this evening.
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Marvelous Monday
Our new site is up and running, check it:Â www.PFTPvod.com custom cover artwork by wonderful husband!!
Read below’s blog for updates….here are quick links to new stuff:Â
3 new model sample photos: http://www.pftp2.com/main.html
new model photos mary jane and updated karinne:Â http://www.pftp2.com/models.html
new photos in pftp members:Â http://www.pftp2.com/registered/gallery/v/2008/
 new photos in fetishftp members: http://www.fetishforthepeople.com/members/pics/main.php?g2_itemId=26918
courtneys photosets listed in next blog http://www.fetishforthepeople.com/members/pics/main.php?g2_itemId=23
2 new features videos coming next!
Wulf updatedwebsites this morning…while I am watched recaps of the Superbowl and recalling the final 40 seconds of the game, WOOHOO NY GIANTS. Moreso than focusing on the game and the not so very good commercials — what is up with our society promoting doritoes, coke/pepsi and energy drinks?? We had fun hanging with friends, eating DELICOUS clams, oysters and shrimp and feeling silly and finding laughter in stories shared. Best of all on the way to the house party, I surprised Matt with an awesome blow job the entire way there…sexy fun!
Swimming in the ocean yesterday with a girlfriend who knew I needed love was comforting in each hug after hug after hug she gave me…fun hugs too as ocean waves crashed over our heads!Â
Sunday morning I cleaned out my office/cabinet drawers — YAH! Love the feeling of the light in weight drawers each time I open them the 2nd month of this new year (and it is LEAP YEAR, thank goodness for the extra day).  This morning I will be emptying the solo January folder of all monthly receipts to place them in respective folders. The 30 or so folders filled from 2007 are in the front room on the futon, ready to be deciphered, added, totalled and handed over to my accountant by March 15th when Business Taxes are DUE!Â
I achieved a good amount of sleep hours this weekend as well socialized quite a bit at 2 birthday parties, boating and a Superbowl party. Beginning to market myself with friends and friends of friends — for yoga clients. All the while feeling the need to keep up with catching up on emails pending in my BOX as well, getting the cameras rolling to film pending productions. Courtney is supposed to come tomorrow to talk about upcoming videos to film. Alissa is anxious to come film but not just yet.
My artistic focus is painting my new yoga studio room to prepare for my original intention of creating a private client base.Â
In Eat, Pray, Love - I have made it to Indonesia and am speaking with a Balinese medicine man! LOVE THIS BOOK!!! Also loving journaling my yoga studies, moods, teachings, quotes, sutras, hopes, aspirations, dreams…thoughts, names of new people I meet, and on and on and on.
Have a GREAT week people.
Love,
Tyler
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….have you ever tried DOVE dark chocolates?
i am a FIRM believer in dark chocolate being GOOD for us. as well, the darker the chocolate, the less i eat. i have to share the dark chocolate research published helped me stop eating oreos and chips ahoy!!!
these DOVE chocolates come in a bag in the grocery store and are packaged in sqare like red tin foils. i received a bag a an xmas present and i am really enjoying them as a treat each day. even more so because
inside each candy is a message - today my message is BE FEARLESS. the past 2 days my message was the same: KEEP THE PROMISES YOU MAKE TO YOURSELF.
i eat the one chocolate and sip my fresh fruit smoothie…todays: fresh strawberry, peach, banana, blueberry, ginger and orange juice.Â
….DOVE reminds me of my beloved grandmother who turned 2 last october. everytime she saw a dove bird, she would tell me “did you know doves mate for life” and each time i see a dove - or 2, i think of her!
on the cold front — my head cold is draining…yesterday sucked with my left side completely blocked. i lounged around and watched TITANIC on tv. today my right side is blocked but i feel better up and working on the computer most of the day. matt is aching today and has been napping most of the afternoon. tonight i am looking forward to tempertares in the 40s! i am cooking gnocchi pasta with crabmeat, broccoli/cauliflower, bacon, pees, garbanzo beans, artichokes and cream sauce. DELISH
i do love this time of year down here in south florida! gearing up this week to be teaching 2 yoga classes a week - for the month, adding a 3rd class and a low back pain series, come february. as well, teaching privately! double career year ahead.Â
i did pull out my desktop mainframe to plug up & hopefully find photos to post at the new release videos on www.PFTPvids.com
goodnight.
love,
tyler