Naked
Tuesday, September 29th, 2009Hiccuping Naked Driving Full Version …POSTED — www.PFTPclips.com
Hiccuping Naked Driving Full Version …POSTED — www.PFTPclips.com
Tyler with the hiccups driving only wearing a thong. Part 1 of 3 Now posted www.PFTPclips.com
Gone surfing….
Okay, so — my final yoga studies are almost finished! 3 1/2 years of dedication and hard work — about to commence on the 17th of October. The final notebook I will be turning in is very well organized, so close to complete, and I am pleased with it. I still have a list of 8 processes to finalize and 4 of the 8 are specific for me to prepare a 15 minute (final) oral presentation to a group of about 30, which I am completely freaked out about — public speaking has proven to be mostly traumatizing for me. Genetically learned????!!!…..
Any suggestions???
Visualizing people in their underwear doesn’t work for me, sohum, preparing in advance and practicing is what I am working towards…recalling last training session when I had to spontaneously present a case study — I was a complete wreck! My voice was shaky because of the intense adrenaline pumping through my veins as I dropped papers, sweated with cold, clammy hands. And afterwards —- one group colleague told me she felt so bad for me in seeing my serious nervousness, she was doing some sort of ‘energy healing’ while I was speaking?!?
I can tell you this, I am easily able to speak to the yoga classes I teach and feel I can hold and sometimes carry conversations with interested yoga students, dear friends & family and even strangers.
OH and of course, I am very capable of communicating via blogs and email –although my body is preferring I step away from the computer more often than not. SO, with my husband’s suggestion, I stepped away this morning to an offer of indica greenery from California, preferring it to Florida’s mostly sativa greens which led me to realize I am very sensitive today. So I enjoyed a hot tub soak and a phone call to my mom. I hung on a raft in the pool and whild doing so, seeing the big yellow ducky float around needing more air, I am now in the garage inflating it — as to an Aussie client’s request, inflating it REALLY FULL, so full, in fact — I already popped one of the seams, the front piece that helps the duck balance and keep from falling forward. The seam popped! UHOH. Patch it or play with it as is?!? Matt and I will be fucking on it trying to use only our body weight to pop the other 4 seams (head, body, wings and tail).
but back on the intended path here, for this blog—
for some reason(s), the ‘pressure’ of having to speak about something specific, which I am supposed to know (alot?) about — yet I feel I know so little about — in INTENSE!!!!! I continue to work towards letting go of ego and truly believing the more I learn, the less I know…. especially in a group of professionals, including long time nurses and therapists as well as colleagues/students in the group actually living with the respiratory diseases I will be talking about (asthma & copd).
ACK, enough of that. I do know - I just need to DO IT to get over it, face my fear(s)… communicate eloquently.
I do have good news, I didn’t procrastinate too long and am more prepared than I imagined I would be and am heading into a less stressful week ahead because of my hard work and early completion of all write-ups. I will share that my less stressful week includes teaching only 2 classes instead of 4, and along with pelvic floor rehabilitation phyiscal therapy, I am treating myself to an abdominal massage and a visit with a Naturopathic Doctor. OH and Tuesday night we are boating, night diving for a dear girlfriends birthday — and then sexually playing into that later evening.
It starts from within…actually, it probably starts in nature.
To help myself, this weekend, with a dear friend’s offer and motivation, we are attending a meditation workshop, learning about Buddhist Shambhala and new ways to meditate. Sitting and Walking meditations focusing only on the breath as the one-pointedness. As well, meditating with eyes open which is new to me and so far I am enjoying it very much.
On the custom video and photo production forefront, I have 5 pending.
and 2 potential future productions
and Alissa will be coming in November to film
In all honesty, I have desire to film duck and glove sex BUT I am always straight-up about filming when the mood is right and as you can see from my blog, mood is somewhat frazzled at this time and might be most of the week until my departure. So, all videos are on hold to ensure I follow through with reducing my stress levels AND so that I can give each video and photoset my all after my 20 days of travel & GRADUATION!!!!!
My focus now — daily exercise (and sex and masturbation are forms of exercise) and most improtantly, relaxation through preparation…
which means email will NOT be my focus, my email response times may be slower for the next month…I am here but am shifting my attention to a world beyond this computer world I am so involved.
THANKS for your interest, support and understanding!!!!!
Have a fabulous day today and everyday.
Hiccuping Driving Naked — Part 2 of 3 now posted — www.PFTPclips.com
FREE: PFTP & FetishFTP
Members Picture Galleries: PFTP & FetishFTP
Members Video Galleries: PFTP & FetishFTP
FetishFTP only
MEMBERS ONLY
I am brainstorming with long time members (thanks bach) and Webmaster Wulf to jazz up our Member’s areas with more videos for your viewing pleasure and easier to navigate photo galleries, specific for fetishists (rather than dates as they are now). So, send your ideas and be on the lookout….
Hiccups…while driving naked in NC!!!
Tyler was so excited to get the hiccups with Matt there in the passenger seat and cameras ready to roll.
ENJOY Part 3 of 3 now posted on www.PFTPclips.com
Picachu (spanish speaking) debut sex scene with boyfriend … full version now posted - www.PFTPclips.com
Vid Clip posted: www.PFTPclips.com …. Picachu Creampie part 1 of 4
www.PFTPclips.com — Picachu Creampie Part 2 of 4 now posted…
Sex between Picachu and her boyfriend — part 3 of 4 now posted: www.PFTPclips.com
PFTP & FetishFTP* photo updates — see 6 teasers each site:
*Reminder - specific Fetish photos posted last week 091109 (monthly times) and more coming on 100209 & 101609 (ragdolling)
**Checking with Wulf about getting more MEMBER VIDEOS added to both sites!!!
ENJOY!!!
WOW, all pending prouductions are edited & shipped out ….
Our 2 pending custom video priorities:
We will get into our roles as ‘newlyweds’ by letting go of our intense work load (as of lately) and taking a 2 day, no computer, do daisy dog, TRUE vacation this weekend — Sunday/Monday — in the Florida Keys, camping in a tent next to the water’s edge with no scheduled plans for 2 full days.
Upon return, Tuesday the 22nd through the following Thursday, October 1st, I will be super busy.
Prepearing for model Alissa to arrive and film Saturday the 26th/Sunday the 27th. All the while, finalizing yoga studies/final project for my journey to California and graduation as Yoga Therapist!!!!
I travel Friday, October 2nd through October 26th. I dream of NOT using the computer that entire 3weeks & 3days — but my commitment to my online job is strong (well it is what financially sustains us…)